mama's little prince

touched

2006-06-14T22:33:00.000-07:00

First let me talk about my work. Things are ok, more or less the same. Half of the staffs already moved to 2nd floor. Now only left afew ppl at the 3rd floor still waiting from boss when we can move. The boss said most probably by the end of this month. So we'll wait..

Last week i watched the Oprah primetime show. That day she invited Teri Hatcher as her guest. Teri talked about her life and her daughter. She told a story about one time she worked more than 14 hours, came home to make dinner for her daughter. That time if i'm not mistaken her daughter is 3 years old. So her daughter wanted to help her preparing the dinner. She let her daughter helped. But unfortunately the daughter spilled something(i'm not sure what the thing she called - something called 'kuskus' or 'couscous' or whatever). The thing that spilled was like small things, need to picked one by one. So it was very leceh.. And thus she got angry at her daughter. Mengamuk la... So her daughter(3 yrs old) ran to the living room, merajuk.. After a while, she said she calmed herself down and she thought like 'which is more important, her daughter's feeling or the thing that accidentally spilled?'.. Now that is a very good question. When i heard she said that i felt strange. I'm touched.. Betul2 terasa... After that Teri went to see her daughter and said that she was sorry for getting mad like that and explain herself to the daughter.
-- After the show, everytime my little boy do something, i think first which is more important, his feelings or the things he did. IF its something that he's not supposed to do then of course have to say something. Cz sometimes even minor things tend to pour out the anger on him... Rasa bersalah sangat.. Cz he's just a little kid.. Everything is an experiment.. Everything he wants to try to do n c the result.. Actually that's part of the beauty of raising him.. =)

update, update

2006-03-21T21:10:00.000-08:00

These few months have been very hectic. One project after another..

Sadly to say that i am very unsatisfied with my prev project. It's totally my fault becz i'm the project leader, and the result is very bad. Even i, don't want to see the end result. That one sure 1100% won't get. Stupid me. I hate it! I think the main problem is that my miscommunication with the designer/illustrator. The design wise is.. Well gotta learn from my mistakes.

Currently we are in the process of finishing a new project which is due in the mid of April. I'm very satisfied with the current onging process. Hopefully this project can 'redeem' me spiritually.

April - mid of April - the company will move to a new location. We'll all have to move. Again. A bit further from my house, but still the range is acceptable. I don't know how the new office will be like. New environment. And most probably we'll share with other companies. So, maybe get to meet new people. Maybe it'll change(even abit) the office current culture.

no time

2006-01-28T05:50:00.000-08:00

its been a loooooong time since i updated my blog.
no time.
no time to update it.
even no time to open my blog.

and we're not allowed to open any blog/messenger in the office. all the sites are blocked.

so if anything have to go to cc or updated at home.

so where do i begin?
there're a lot of things i want to say here but.. no time.
hehe

well, currently i have to handle a project. hectic. pening.
because this project is very rushing. and we just learn a new software.
we have to learn a new software, master it then have to handle a project based on the new software. its been a very interesting journey. i have learn a lot of new things. i realize my weaknesses and strengths. i plan to have a short meeting after the project to get the feedback from my team members my weaknesses so that i can improve in upcoming projects. eventhough feels like sure 'panas telinga' listen to all the comments/critics but i think it'll be worth it.

well gotta go.
Gong Xi Fa Cai to those who celebrates.
Have a happy new year!

Ciao.

p/s: oh btw last month my house kena robbed. 5 men with parang. all of us (my family members) are tied up. its a looong story. they took my mom's car.. my company's laptop.. handphones, watches.. jewellery.. sigh

I'm back!

2005-08-05T05:49:00.000-07:00

Woohoo!!

Assalamualaikum..
Hello..
Howdy ho..
Long long time didn't update my blog. Phew.
At last..

I'm happy to be back.
Wakakakakakaka
:D

new

2005-06-14T18:16:00.000-07:00

Well!
It's been what... how many days since i updated my last blog? Never mind that..

We've moved! Last Thursday! Phew! That day was very hectic! Not that i have to do all the moving thingy ourselves.. most of the carry-thing-in-out of the ol' office to the new ones were done by the men. Yes, guys. So we girls, (girl? me? ok la kan.. acceptable what.. ) have to stay in the office when the 'men' move our things to the new building. The most exhausted part is the waiting thingy. Wait and wait.. and the office became dustier some more.. Throat start to ache.. But by 3+pm (if i'm not mistaken) we all went to the new building, get to see our new office.. Our office is actually at the 2nd floor. Not the 3rd floor. I don't know why they change the floor. The thing is, the big big big One's room also the same level as ours. Weird......

The new office is, of course, nicer than before. Got out own cubicel.. more washrooms.. own secluded-privacy place.. feel more motivated to decorate the table some more.. got a bigger pantry.. it's definitely nicer in most ways..

But then.. sometimes feels like we r the guinea pig of the company. Some sort of an experiment for the company. You see, everything haven't completely finish. Even the floors of the washroom.. the pantry.. still dirty.. with dust... shoe print.. And at the ground floor.. still haven't finish.. the lift.. so terrible.. even the air cond is not fully functioned! My new place situated near the window.. so when its nearly afternoon the place becomes very extremely hot. Uncomfortable. So today i decided to wear t-shirt to work. Hah! More comfortable.

All i can say is that... the new place is okay. And all of us become closer.. seems like it. That's the best thing i think of our moving. Everyone seems more open.. more friendlier.. maybe its a new environment..? Hope it'll continue..

bye bye ol' office

2005-06-08T13:10:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow confirm we are going to move to the new building. So tomorrow and Friday can casual-wear.. t-shirt.. jeans.. hmm.. jeans i'm not sure.. i think can.. But i heard yesterday that the new building still messy and dusty. Hopefully we won't be ask to do the clean up thingy. No way! Well.. see how tomorrow. Postpone? Hopefully not!

wonder blunder

2005-06-07T13:19:00.000-07:00

I notice something is 'not right' with a colleague. She (yes, a girl) seems... so far away. I know that her heart is not here. Somewhere else. She's hoping to get away from here, i think. But maybe the time is not right. I don't know how i can help her. Cz she keeps everything to herself. I'm not trying to be nosy, but seeing her so distance.. just want her to feel happy here. We all are trying to be happy here. No one can make anyone feel happy, only our true self can make us feel happy. I hope she gets that.

Sometimes i wonder whether i'm making the right decision (or not making any decision at all) by staying here, in this company. It's not a bad company. It's stable enough. Big. Listed. What else..? Well no mood to talk about company anymore.

Last weekend went to a friend's wedding. Ooooohhh.. she put on her make-up and everything.. so pretty... actually we all never saw her put on a makeup before and dress up and everything.. So on that special day, she wore all the make-up.. all the pretty clothes... she looked very totally different! But so pretty.. Met some ol' frens at the ceremony.. most of them looked pretty same as before.. But of course got some changes, bigger.. nicer.. prettier.. fatter.. kekeke :D

About the move (office move to new building) --> malas la nak cakap. Still untidy the new building. So have to wait till everything tidy up baru pindah kot. If not takkan we all have to move dengan keadaan yang berdebu2 tu..? No way.. Well, wait and see what the boss will say. Boring betul! Hmph!!!

worried

2005-06-01T13:29:00.000-07:00

Today my parents have to leave town and go back to their hometown for a personal reason. So my little prince don't have anyone to babysit. Coz usually my mom will take care of him till i get back from work.

So me and hubby asked his little sister for help to take care of little prince. Last time it was her also who's taking care of him, at hubby's parent's house. So i don't mind at the thought of that. But then when i SMS her and asked for her help, she said to send little price to their cyber cafe.. So she will take care of my prince at the cafe. Coz she works also. I don't blame her for that. But when i think the condition of the place to put my baby there for the whole day (total = 3 days), i feel abit uneasy. I think it's natural for a mother to feel that way. Especially for her first child. And only child for now.

You see, even for me, i couldn't stay 1/2 day at a cafe, let alone 1 whole day. My baby sure really tired staying at a cafe the whole day. Staying in a house and in a cafe/shop is two different things. The environment.. the atmosphere.. the condition of the place.. everything is different. Well, maybe its time for me to 'let him go' bit by bit. I watched a show last time (i think its Oprah.. not sure) that parents should learn to 'let go' of their children, not when they're 18 years of age.. but starting from their birth.

The term 'let go' doesn't mean that you let the child do everything he/she wants. Just simply.. let go.

Am i being overprotected? I don't think so.

Whew!

2005-05-30T13:28:00.000-07:00

I submitted my leave application form to The One already. Phew.. Takuttt... He asked my why wanna go to S'wak..? Trip..? I told him that i'm going to visit my sis there.. I told him also that my supi knows about it already. And also my big mouth told him that i will finish this project before i'm taking leave. Actually my part of the job will probably (no will.. must.. have to) finish before i take leave. But the images.. graphics.. animations.. that one i'm not sure. Well, as long as i finish my part then i feel relief already.

On Saturday went bowling. With my hubby, my little prince and my sis's in law. I didn't get to play. Shucks! We thought of booking the place first.. cz my mom and dad also wanna play later that night. But then they said (the bowling place) said that there'll be a tournament later.. so the ppl already booked the whole lanes. So we decided to play 1 game at that time. But then we didnt bring enough money! So i let my hubby and his sis played the game. Maybe later this week will go and play again. Kekeke :D

Yesterday went to KLCC. Whoa.. long time didnt go there. And i was shocked actually becz............ so many SALES!! I was like.. how come so many sales..? For what occasion... Isetan also SALE! Pelik... Rambang mata sekejap.. Teringat zaman muda-muda dulu... :D
Actually went there for 2 purposes only
1) Becz there's a BD sales (hmmmm.. )
2) Want to buy a toothbrush for my little prince

So my main purposes.. terlaksana. I did buy some things at the sale. And also bought a cute little toothbrush for my little prince.

Muse Running Out Of Time

2005-05-26T13:32:00.000-07:00

Deadline is near..
But still so many things to do. Personally i think the main reasons are the lack of resources and manpower. Sigh.. yang jadi mangsa is us. Staff.

I don't know how i can finish this 1 project on time. It's suppose to finish by end of May. But now, i think it's impossible. Maybe cam finish on early June. No, MUST. It's because i'm planning to take leave for 1 week middle of June. Will go to Bintulu, S'wak. My sis's house. No special reason.. just want to take a break. A loooooong break. So i MUST finish this project before i take leave.

I told my supi that i'll take leave on that date. And he said something like 'ok if u r here also don't think can finish on time'. Shucks! I was like.... 'O~k'.. i have to inform him coz later The One will asked him whether it's a suitable time for me to take leave. I will finish this d*mn project even if it kills me. hahahahaha

Yesterday talked to an ex-colleague. An ex-member of the anim dept. He read my blog. And he was shocked to read what i wrote last time about the 'retrenchment' thingy. He said that it's not true. They're not retrenched. O~k. So i was informed wrongly. Huh?? No.. someone just lied to me. Shoot! I was so mad when i knew the truth. It's like.. why..? To cover the company's 'good' name..? Or just for their own pleasure..? Untuk sedapkan hati sendiri...? What..?? I will ask the person who informed me, my supi, but not now. Only when the time is right.

btw, my ex-colleagues... (u know who u r) i'm sorry.

One of the four told us that we'll be moving on the 1st June. Yeah, well.. we'll c about that.

2005-05-24T22:44:00.000-07:00

My baby already 1 yr old... time do flies when u r enjoying the moment..

2005-05-24T22:42:00.000-07:00

This is when he's around 8 months.

2005-05-24T22:41:00.000-07:00

This is my little prince.

Verdict

2005-05-04T13:56:00.000-07:00

So yesterday was the general meeting.

Some questions are answered and some still a question mark. Some questions maybe are not suitable to ask openly. Maybe better ask personally.

About the bookfair.. well what's said already stated. No OT. Only food allowance (i'm more relaxed today thann yesterday). And they add RM10 to the food allowance because the CD sales are very good. RM10 only. During the bookfair we managed to sell around RM11 000++.. and each of us get extra RM10. We tried to let him understand the concept of working on weekends, but he wont see our way. Or try to understand. Or try to be in our shoes. He simply said that accept it as a charity to the company. O~k.

Actually thought of making him list down the things/benefits that this company ever give us but then again, malas nak cari gaduh. And he dared said something about an ex-colleague, openly during the meeting. Eventhough he didnt said the person's name but i think most of us knew he was talking about who. Sheesh!

They also gave us a list of 'Company's culture' and all of it (3 things) are task-oriented.

1. Concentrate and have passion for everything u undertake
2. Meet the deadlines as scheduled besides maintaining bugs free work
3. Have a clear view of your competitors, and always trying to improve yourself for producing a products with better quality

Well today maybe will add more that are NOT task-oriented like

-united we stand, divided we fall...
-treat one another with respect... everyone plays an important role in the company...
-encourage and motivate one another at all times... in good times, in bad times...
-teamwork wins the race... teamwork can only be successful with U playing your part...
-blah blah blah...
(a colleague's quote - thanks by da way ;D)

Make all of us feel the sense of belonging to the company. Motivate each and everyone to love to come to work. Love our job. Yada yada yada....

We'll c how it goes. Every company has its advantages and disadvantages. Just talk to a friend who's working under different company. Their company don't have annual bonus. Hmm... not good. At least here got. And also got group incentives (or something like that). Well.....

BS

2005-05-03T13:34:00.000-07:00

BS

Being patient all this time to this company. Always kept giving them excuses for their lacking.
The story is like this. This past weeks held an internatinoal bookfair at the PWTC. Everyone took their turns jaga the bookfair. And each and everyone have to be on duty at least 2 days, 1 on weekends and another one on weekdays.

We'll be on duty from 10am-9pm at the fair. From what we heard before the fair ended is that if we work on weekdays, we get to claim the OT (from 530pm-9pm = 3 1/2 hours OT), and on weekends at least we'll get 4 hrs OT (eventhough we work our a** off from 1230pm-9pm - get 4 hrs OT only). Ok..

Suddenly this morning something unbelievable happen. A colleague asked the boss about working on weekends (for the fair) whether we get to claim OT or not. And what did he say?? He said that we won't get to claim our OT coz we already have our food allowance. That is BS! If worked on weekdays we get RM20 food allowance, and on weekends RM30 food allowance. We worked for 11 hrs and get RM20/RM30??????? That is utterly.... unfair (trying to sound nice)! A stupid decision from a stupid head.

Later will have a general meeting. This matter will come up. Dunno what's the verdict will be. Just have to wait and see. Things will get hot starting at 2pm.

Move baby move!

2005-04-08T14:18:00.001-07:00

Muahahahaha I'm sooooo d*mn tired and sleepy... This morning my office do some 'renovation'. The anim dept left 2 ppl only so they have to move to our side. No choice. To save the electricity(actually money).
Now i'm sit beside my supy (my supervisor from now on i'll call him supy.. or supi? give idea pls hehe)... he's on my left, while on my right is my colleague, who's facing me. And me? I'm facing the boss's office. Behind me is the wall. Very feng-shui! Ooooooohhhhh.. how nice (sarcastically).

The office becomes crowded than ever. No space to breathe.
But
There's a but
I kinda like my place cz it has a little bit of privacy, if compared to others. Sorry guys.. But abit only. Behind my chair has so many cables. Too many. And all the cables are very messy. Haih.. This is the problem when you do the networking yourselves.

But the boss can see me directly from his place. Can see my face only. So if wanna snooze off have to cover line lor.. Actually can, i have to pile up some books.. then he cannot monitor me.
Muahahahahahaha

I'm sooooo sleepy. Outside is raining. A bit chill in the office. Just nice for a short snooze.

Ciao.

Now I Know Why

2005-04-06T13:38:00.000-07:00

Now I know the truth.
This previous months (and this month also) most of my colleauges from the animation department resigned. For a 'cover-up' reasons. Mostly said that they have better job opportunities.. continued their studies... Of course, everyone will say something like that.. better offer... bla, bla, bla..

My supervisor told me the truth this morning. Actually they were retrenched. Most of them were retrenched except for 1 person. And she's the only 1 left and most probably will become the head for the department for the future. Okay...

Its because the overhead for the company is too high and that department didnt produced anything good that can generate income for 1 year. They did 1 short 3D movie animation but it took them too long to finalize the whole thing. Of course, most of them were fresh grads. So why they hire fresh grads..? The final product is very good. Awesome to say the least. But sayang.. habis macam itu sahaja.

So the next step the company will hire new illustrators, designers... I hope the company wont make the same mistakes like they did before. Hire many designers/illustrators.. but all fresh grads. Its not wrong to take fresh grads but make sure that they can do the job given in a certain acceptable time. But my supervisor said that they'll probably hire those with experiences.. maybe pay more but they dont need to hire so many people. The term 'pay more' also is not that much, i presumed.. maybe RM200-RM300 more than most of us.

What else is there for me to say?

burnout

2005-03-23T13:35:00.000-08:00

Deadline is near.
But the contents still pending. Waiting for the writer to finish.
Sigh. I hate this. Waiting. My supervisor told me that he already informed the writer that he wants it on early March. Now? Still haven't receive all. Bit by bit. So we cannot finish it all at one time. Need to wait. Sigh. Double sigh.

My little prince not well. Since Friday. Fever. Now coughing and runny nose. Yesterday brought him to the clinic. Actually already brought him to another clinic that Friday. But the coughing is worse. And he wheezes (i think that's the word). So have to brought him see the doctor he always see. I brought him see this doctor since he was a newborn. So she (the doctor) knows more about my princy (his medical histories and all). I hope he gets well soon.

Today having a b'day party. The company's. Likewise.. eat. Period. Nothing special.

Sigh.
I'm so burnout this week.

shopaholic me

2005-03-15T13:36:00.000-08:00

I think i'm sort of shopaholic. But not like the 'Shophaholic Takes Manhattan' kinda shopaholic.

Sunday - went to a shopping complex with my family (me, hubby and princy). Thought of buying a sandal for little princy. Went to one store another... nothing interesting (or not selling shoes/sandals at all). Then came to one of my favourite shop - Poney. See the sign said 'Sale!'. Went in. Saw some nice, cute sandals. Take it. Tried it on princy. Fit him just nicely. =)

Ok, so i bought the sandals. Then the sales promoter said that they're having a sale. 'Those over there are 50% less'. Hmm... i just bought some clother for princy... last month. Cost more than a hundred. So i thought i just go and have a look. Then asked the sales promoter whether they have any overall or not (coz i can see that those on sales don't have - just to make a conversation). Then she said they have. Oops! Went and have a look. Wow, its really nice. And its 50% off. Gulp. Want to buy or not.... I already picked one long sleeved shirt from the clothes sold RM5-RM15. The my hubby said its matched with the long sleeved i picked just now. Sighed. Now i have to buy it. Plus its 50%.

The temptation is killing me.

Huargh.!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-03-03T11:10:00.000-08:00

Tension! Hang!Again and again.......Stupid computer.. waste time only.. hang and hang.. really waste my time waiting..2day i brought 'Losing Isaiah'.. read while rendering.. conforming... whatever...Hope can finish by 2day also... But i dont think can coz most probabbly i'll finish video editing by noon.S o afterward can process the video already. Phew! Thankfully no more using Premiere...Love Premiere but hate the slowness+kelembapan-yg-melampaui-batas of my computer.

Stupid computer

2005-03-02T16:30:00.000-08:00

Today finish reading 1 whole book. A novel. Bahasa novel.

Read it during office hours. Lunch. Tea-break. During video rendering. Convert the video to PCX. My current task is to edit some videos from the Discovery CDs, find some titles that suite with the chapters in the Science Form 4. After editing, need to render. The rendering part... phew! Exhausting! Not the task is exhausting but the time consuming for the rendering process is frustrating. My PCis damn slow! Duron. Full stop. What else is there to say?

Argh!!! Hang!! Pulak! Tension betul! Hang, hang, hang..... Dah la slow lepas tu hang pulak..... Saboje la...

Try 2 finish 2morrow this whole video thingy. Thought can finish 2day but got problem so has to redoall over again. Its my mistake. Always like this. Haiya, need to learn to take things slow, 1 step at a time.Stupid me. Always want to do things fast. Fast but with good results ok. But fast with the worng results? Waste time only. Learn from mistake dear! :P

Besday

2005-02-24T15:38:00.000-08:00

Happy besday to you....

Everyone got their present. Some r sarisfied and some r not. Kekekeke :D

Got those who said something like 'surely bought at the RM2 store', kekeke :D

well, he's right actually!! Kekeekekke :D

But not all the pressies bought at THAT store only, i also bought 1/2 of itat Parkson. Hmph! Nasib baik nak bagi hadiah kan............. keke :D
Just kidding!

Anyway, we ate late. Very late actually. I ate when the bell already rang. Its because the chicken rice arrived late. Around 1315 hr. Gaiyo (like one of theback-bloke loves 2say).. so everyone ate late la. Then... the chicken rice is ok.But the chichken itself is definitely a no-no. But thankfully i'm so hungry so just simply ate and finish it. I think that's the 'hikmah' of it arrived late.

Late-->hungry-->very hungry-->don't care-->just eat.

In the office, no one complaints. But the opp building got some ppl complaint that the chicken not fresh. Well its true. Here everyone just keep their mouth shut. Dunno whether they're complaining among their cliques only.. They should complaint, cz they paid for it. But the cakes r nice. Yum, yum. Chocolate cake. It's nice becozits moist. Yummy!

Ok, back 2work.

P.A.R.T.Y.

2005-02-22T17:22:00.000-08:00

This Thursday, the company will be having a birthday party. Not like what anybody thought of a 'birthday party'.Just free lunch and gifts to those who celebrates birthday on the month of Jan and Feb. I'm one of the AJK Committee for the KL Club (the co's club - i wonder why they named 'KL Club' coz this co not even located in KL). Now i'm in charge of buying the gifts for those Jan and Feb ppl. And they budgeted max RM5 per person. Kekekeke :D

I wonder what i should buy for 18 people.

This is how it works... On Thursday those who celebrates b'day on Jan and Feb will pick from a box what number they get. Like lucky draw lor.. So if a person gets no. 1 then he/she'll get present no. 1, if a person gets the no. 8, so he'she'll get the no. 8 presie. Sigh.. i already bought some yesterday. Today need to find around 10 more.Not much choice coz max RM5 per person. No wonder. Ask Shaf to help me wrap the gifts. She said she's free. Also asked a fren in the office to help me. At first. But then change my mind coz don't want to kacau her time. Really. =)

So this evening will go to a shopping complex in SK. Hoping to find something cheap there. Tonite wrap the pressies. Hopefully can finish all 2nite. Don't want to waste my time wrapping 2morrow also.

So this Thursday FREE LUNCH! Yahoo!!!
I'm outta here. 8 mins to go.

Work

2005-02-14T13:46:00.000-08:00

End of a wonderful lonnnnnng holiday. Dot.
Today start working as usual. Off for one whole week for CNY.

The first day of CNY (Wednesday - 9th Feb) went to the Zoo Negara with my sis, my bro-in-law, my hubby, my little prince and my two nieces. Many people at the Zoo. Too many. Plus too hot. Kesian my baby prince. Thankfully i wore him a sleeveless tee and a short. Saw the usual animals. Elephants.. (there's 1 elephant named Siti).. rhinos... (1 of the rhino named Ella).. tigers.. called Sam.. lions.. (or is it the lion's name - Sam..? not sure.. nvm).. birds.. monkeys.. snakes.. etc.. Didnt get to catch the show.. miss it by 1 hour. The show (orang-utan+sea-lions) was supposed to start at 11am (3pm also got) but we arrived at the scene at 12pm.. Didnt want to wait till 3pm coz its too hot.

After that went to Carrefour Wangsa Maju. Had our lunch at the Burger King there. Mistakenly ordered Whopper. I usually ordered Whopper Jr. But nvm, i ate 3/4 (or 1/2) and gave the rest to hubby to finish it. After that, went around Carrefour... didnt bought anything (i think.. can't remember if i bought anything).. met an Indian lady.. talking to my prince.. she asked me whether i married at young age.. and i told her that i'm 24.. and she told me that i didnt look like 24.. look younger (coz i'm holding my prince). Well... ehem ehem.. what can i say.. kekekeke :D

On Saturday (12th Feb) went to a wedding at the Permata Hall, Petronas. A relative's wedding. Hubby's side. Nothing special.

On Sunday (13th Feb) went to my aunty's hs in Gombak. Purposely went there to eat stake. They made stakes. Invited most of the families (around KL area) to come to their hs and eat. Not bad. Ate till full. Later went to Carrefour Alamanda to buy weights. Feels like need to build some muscles. Cz my sis told me that if you have a muscle then the muscle will burnt the fat u ate. But have to continously maintain the muscle - meaning have to work out at least 3 times per week. My current goal.

Well, continue doing my work. None of the four blokes behind+inside the room is in today. So the office seems more relax than always. And the holiday mood is still in the air.

Oh yeah, Happy Valentine's Day for those who celebrates. I'm not one of them. :P

Princy

2005-01-26T13:43:00.000-08:00

Pregnancy.
A colleague is pregnant. She's just turn 21 this year. Congratulations! :)

Still remember the last time i was pregnant. Actually it was just last year.Kekekekeke :D
Hopefully 'tak berjangkit' with my colleague this year. Kekekeke :D

Today want to chat about my little prince. He's already turn 8 months old. Still cannot crawl. Coz we always put him on the baby walker. So hopefully he'll walk soon. He'salso around 10 kg now. Whoa.. his mama also cannot carry him too long. Only his daddy can carry him longest among others. Sigh.. really miss him now. Wish i could just stay at home and watch over him. Want to spend my time with him. Watching him grow up. If possible don't want to miss a single sencond of watching him grows. But then.. that is not possible for now. I have to work. But it's for him also. For my family. Some sacrifices have to be made.Sometimes he can called me "Ma...". But not always. He seems really keen to talk. To learn on how to talk. When he's on the baby walker, it looks as if he wants to run. Run as fast as he can. Very funny and cute... coz it actually looks like the Flintstones-driving their car (only those who watch The Flintstones(cartoon-ver) knows what i mean).

My prince. My little prince. Mama loves ya'. ;)

Ticky ticky tock..

2005-01-20T17:51:00.000-08:00

Tick, tock.. tick, tock..Time passes so slowly.. especially when u can't wait to go back.45 minutes left.I'm trying to distract myself by surfing on the Net. But don't know what to surf. Shucks.

Quite a few people are not in today. Some of them are going to JB for a meeting.One colleague already on a holiday. Sigh.. wish it's me. Not enough $$ to go on a holiday. Maybe will go to Bintulu. But not near future. Have to save $$ for other things first. :P

Well, Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha everyone.
Selamat Hari Raya Korban.
This year will kekah 1 part of a cow.. for my little prince. Maybe next year (InsyaAllah)will kekah 1 part more. Or maybe a goat. See how lor that one.

Have a happy holiday every1!

Btw, today the office seems more 'lively' and ceria somehow. With all the CNY decorations.People r really getting into the spirit. Can't wait for the looong holiday though.
Ciao.

2005-01-14T18:34:00.000-08:00

My, my..

Just finish doin the recording.. v/o.. for a subject in Bahasa.. I wonder why they want to use my voice. Maybe coz it saves their time. And company's money. Coz if try to find outsiders for the voice then surely have to take some time.. then surely they'll demand higher because they know that their voice sounded better than ok at least. What am i babbling about.. but then usually after recording nearly 1 hour surely after that my voice will slowly out of tune. It doesn't come out the way i want it to come out. Does anybody understand this..? I want it to be perfect. But then my voice is not. So that's the problem. But they still want me to record. Because.. because they don't have anyone else to do the recording for them. But at least now they have my other colleague J, also using his voice. His voice sounded better.. I mean clearer.. I try to voice-out-loud-enough but then still cannot.. still slow.. if try to increase the volume abit bit more then surely will come out very weird. Maybe because i'm a 'soft-spoken' person.. Kekekekekeke :D

Want to go back now. Miss my little prince. ;)

career path

2005-01-10T14:13:00.000-08:00

Today have a 'slight' thought about career. Career path. My future career path.I wonder why some people (including me) are working in a post that they don't want to be. I mean.. like me, i don't want to be a programmer for the rest of my life (who wants that??!) Maybe not the rest of my life.. but for 5 yrs or more. Sigh.. actually my main problem is that I don't know what I want in my life. I always wonder what I want to be working as till i die (at least till retired..). I don't know what I love.. my passion.. coz there're too many things that I love to try and do in this world but then I don't know which I love the most. And i don't think there is.

My current job.. sigh.. sometimes its kinda ok working here but most of the time its just mundane. Everyday is just the same. It keeps recycling day by day.. boring.. ok... boring.. ok... Plus the office environment.. the management.. the job/tasks..hmm... Maybe I sighed too much. Maybe I should thankful that at least I have a (kinda) good job.. been working for more than 2 yrs.. That said alot right. Sigh..

A friend said I should ask myself this question: 1) What is my priority? Family? Career? 2) Why am I working.. for the sake of money? Or satisfaction..? Or what?
etc..

My priority is surely my family. But I still have to work for the money. I don't have passion for my current work.Maybe I will try to apply for the other job. Hmm.. maybe I will have to be more flexible. Bolder. Try to make the world see the real me. Yeah, right.

But it doesn't hurt to try. And I think this is the right time to try something new.

finally!

2005-01-04T21:30:00.000-08:00

Finally..

I signed up.. my own blog.. After some time thinking whether i should sign up or not.. what the heck..
Why am i making such a big deal out of this? Sigh.. i also don't know..

I'm still disturbed and sad and frustrated yada yada yada.. about what had happened here in Asia a week ago..tsunami... tidal wave... But the good news is.. many people are donating and giving without hesitation to help these ppl.. knowing that makes me feel much better.. sigh..

I'm bored actually.. Not much work to do now. Waiting till 530pm to go back.. Kekekekekeke ;D